I don't wanna be.

Can you be more than me? Sorry, but no. I’m I and you are you, I’m the queen and you… you are the king of my world. And that’s horrible. Even if you are the best person to me, I don’t wanna be a little girl. I don’t wanna be a good girl who loves you even if you make that I feel wrong with me, with you and with the whole world.

I’m feeling so stupid, you know?

I’m a bad girl who doesn’t know to love. I’m a bad girl who isn’t happy loving you, who isn’t happy loving everybody who loves and who isn’t happy loving herself. I’m a bad girl who doesn’t wanna love but, at the same time, wanna love.

I’m not happy with you, but I wouldn’t be happy without you, so… I don’t know what the correct way is; I only know that I’m not in this way. And hurts. Hurts more than you can imagine, dear.

                I wanna run
                             and 
               I wanna escape
               but I don’t wanna be 
               a bad girl who is a 
                               coward.